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Becca Times.
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Its crazy how the pain seems to overflow.
Wednesday, September 23
I never wanted you to leave ,i wanted you to stay here holdinq mee. I know your where your supposed to be, though its not here with me. I miss you  Imma back! wee wooo weee woooo. Today in class i was beinq really really random.In fact i was random the whole day. In class i played star wars i was so bored i imagined a act in the air and i made the sound effects myself **blushes** shirley qort so irritated with me mans. *smiles* The evilness of MATH **serious face** Second random deed, Secret only two poeple shall know. HAHAHAHA! Oh and Zoyi misses me i qort evidense already! muahahahhaha! SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.  Screened shot it just to prove it(: *evil smile ohh and and and last saturday took neoprints with friends, din't post them up. There were four shots but i only qort three of them. they were taken on hp from the screen so its nort very clear.   I sat beside birthday boy( not his real name) we look like we're gettinq married lohsXP imagine, all his brother's, my closest sister, Change the back ground into red curtains, pretend imma wearinqa gown. go figure(:  Seriously this picture makes me smile cause its an example of how i would look gettinq married(: Yesterday after school xiaoboy,jeremy && my dearest KahhweeSister came too school pick zoyi): not me. hahaa, BUT kahhwee and her sweety pei me home(: we met Zoyi them again at causeway, meet birthday boy(: dhens i went for piano class and they all headed too houganq too slack): so sad i can't qo,after piano class went libary study, dhens headed home, study again do home work dhens sleep(: today suppose meet Sean&&Keith but last minute sean can'tmake it so its beinq postphoned,Wanted too look for xiaoboy and birthday boy but in the end somehtinq happened can't qo ourt): so i was home the whole day and tution was canceled today wasted. hahah Vacation, Day 2.; We visited some "rare" monkey. its just some monkey with big noses and huge buttoks that are almost extinct nothing special actually..the view there is superb! We first gathered at this cozy little hut and had tea (:   The looks on my face describes it all! i love thier food! *licks my mouth*  unqlam moments of my life is always linked to food  The first monkey picture i posted in this post(:  well.. i was sleepin on the bus so kinda tired dhens  People qort couple tee here show's COUPLE MONKEY!  *cries* so sad your couple dunwan you anymore(:   All the hairy chested ang mohhs!   pretty?    they had gift shop in the middle of no where. wonder why? for monkey's?  Rented binoculars to see the big nose huge butts  I seriously din't want this activity): I was in such a foul mood. this random shot was taken by my father to make fun of me ):     imagine it at niqht.. creepy huh.. the pontina slowly risinq above the water!    If imma just a rain drop in the pound now, where would i be in this biq biq ocean after flowinq from the pound       Seeinq thigs from another's eyes can make a difference. see further and clearer to get the biq picture in your mind    When i think imma all alone, lost in the rain drippinq of my tears i think of you to chase away the storms.    BUFFALOS In other countries the bride's family demands for buffelo's in return for giving them thier daughters, The most expensive is 7 .  i asked my mama how many buffelo's would she want, she said " WHAT BUFFELO?! I'll demand for gold bars" hahahaha ! how sweet!  how many buffelo's do you thinks your worth?  Your worth the amount you think you are.  Families of buffelo's stick together through the hot sunny day's and cuddle together durinq the cold wet rainy days, Thats whye thier a herd. They save one another from freezinq to death  Thats the end! hahahahhaaa! I know its lonq. But do look through the pictures can really calm your souls. There are meaninq too each and every picture just like all of us, We all have our own meaninqs, values, character and reason of beinq alive. Where's your boat bringin you too? Are you in control of your boat?  When life locks me out, i turn to you, and you open your door, Nothinq works like you(: I've learn too live without you. If your that perfect i would not be qoin throuqh this pain right now. thouqh life with you was happy,peacefull & pleseant How lonq could it have last? The day would have came sooner or later and i would stil have to move on with my life without you. Though I told myself to hold my breath, a part of me was dying.Happy you allowed me to qo through my last romance with you.(: WithLove, Rebecca(: Published By;RebeccaFanXinyi(:
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