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Saturday, July 11
Sometims you just qotta stop lookinq back and start lookinq forward. Stop missinq the pass and look towards the future. stop thinkinq back and start thinkinq about your future. Forget the ugly past and create a better future.  Zoyi, tianen ,mee! hehehee(: loves! Tianen ish an idiot! hohoho  Mee&&Zoyi. Sister's(: The idiot always there for me.  Tianen(: His that emo kid online, but happy dude in life. The moron that used my advice aqainst me and yes. i did eat his advice the ice cream(:  Zoyi! she tells others not to smoke but she herself smokes. She has fake hair cause she's always worryinq bout her studies and start pluckin her hair off.  She's neber qone when im down. she always missinq when im happy!  me,zoyi,raymond, tianen. The fantastic four(: (: lame me.**qiqles.**  Thanks fer all the idiot memories you gave me with your dumb actions hehe. dumb but cute, lame but funny. idiotic but i love it.  Zoyi,Raymond, Me. his super shy(:  Zoyi &&Tianen. the 2 idiots in my life(: Both idiots Both loved  One moron.and raymond(: look at the idiot smilinq ahahhahaaa  Shes makes me show my unqlam side with her unqlam-ness(:  hehehhee. Uploaded MAny many pictures from camera into com FINALLY. Its like photo mania now! my com is filled with pictures Pictures are really important you know. its your memories. It allow you too think back to the qood times. But pictures doo lie.(: . . . There are many more pictures cominq hehehe GET READY! Anyways had This lame conversation with zoyi. . (Zoyi) qort hear the radio? . {rebecca} hearin lohs. ehh you noe transformer how they hab decendant ifb robot cant give birth? . (zoyi)hahahhaha! use cable hahahhahahhahahahahhahaha! . {rebecca} Haiyo i realise something about you. you everytime do things is like followinq the flow. like see how things goes dhens do wadever, like one thing happen lerhs dhens see how dhens from there continue derhs. neber see what wil happen next . (zoyi) Are you tryin to say i'm like lemin follow the book?! . {rebecca}YEAHS! you follow book. dunnoe what kinda book you followin lahs, how any only. The book wil lead you too death only.everythinq i do i plan properly thats whye i got future! you follow your "book" sure qo jail one day! . (Zoyi) follow the flow mahs.hehehee.. . {rebecca}dhens ahh! you everytime say thing enber do! say wanna wait neber wait gort new stead ,say wun ever patch next day patch. say wun ever break now wanna break. Dhens say wanna be perfect girlrfiend. become WORST girlfriend zzzz . (zoyi) HAhahahhaa! what very hard ok..Dhens you leis! you also . {rebecca}i what i what, i did everythinq properly thats whye look where i am now! soo happy . (zoyi)You HAPPY. hhahahahhahahaaaaa! . I also dunnoe whye im writinq this down? guess nothinq too write about today? While talkin that convo we were both lauqhin i dunnoe whye.. dun find it funny anymore. . . I LOVE MY LOA-KUKU hehehehee! **LAOGONG(:(: . . Hais. please im really sorry. whye can't thigs qo back to like last time? I wonder are we friends now? everytime i talk to you about anythinq you would brin "it" up how are we suppose too chat? how am i suppose too talk too you whithought havinq to have my heart be filled with guilt? Trust my dicision. Thouqht nobody understand my dicision there's more too it dhens what seen in the eye.dunch judge a book by its cover. dunch judge a fairytale by what you hear. underneath the story there's a tragic horible friqhteninq story hidden beneath the pages. things we can't see. Thinqs only the author know. . . WithLove. RebeccaFan(: . . Yesterday zoyi asked"Vivian not waitinq fer him anymore. what if he come back to you? you hab chance lers" i answered" dunwan i wanna be with weiann lahs. wun break fer that idiot." i don't know. What am i doinq?zoyi said i was neber the same ever since we broke up. well, its true, every smile i smile is fake. i can neber get back the smile i use to have, his my life, his me. Whithouqht him im lifeless. whithought him im not me,im nothinq,im just a lifeless robot.im enpty.im numb-ed i still love. i still like others, but no one could replace him no matter how much i try too. hais its been 5 months dude!seriously I HATE YOU! WHYE! whye must you come into my life. i freakin hate you! 5 months im in pain! cause of YOU! but its ok. i learned. i finally smiled a real smile. i finally open my eyes! but its your freakin fault i can't trust! i FUCKING HATE YOU. cause of you i find it freakin hard to trust him.. I HATE YOU! too the core! you took my life, my heart, my feelinqs, my trust on relationships,trust on others. trust on sisterships trust in you.. you took my meaninq to live away, i have no more reasons for this freakin life, BUT i will live on fer a NEW reason. for myself. im qonna live fer MYSELF. . . Our sonq is filled with sorrow, our tale is filled with wet torn pages, our love has been broken the day You went with her. Our hearts has been seperated since the day we met, our happy moments never existed when it never happened. Evry hug we had had never brouqht warmth to either of us. every minute together our hate towards each other deepen. Every sweet word we spoke are knife's pokinq into our hearts slowly killinq one another. Every quarrel we have brinqs each of us joy.When the war ended you won. every knife stuffed in your heart are removed. but more arrows shoot into mine. But i removed them finally. but the scares left are so deep it can't heal, i will never heal but i wil never get hurt again . . I don't know whats is love. Cryinq a thousand tear will not brinq you back to me. I tried. even ifb i miss you now. your stil not missinq me. I've moved on. This is the last post i will ever write for you.Your nothinq now. Published By;RebeccaFanXinyi(:
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