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Friday, August 22
recently mommy t00k my hp away-.- sooooooo n0 ph0tos sorry guys=[ just b0rin old posts filled wit words DUN READ ALL CRAP; anyways todae was like a really REALLY un pleasent days frens did sumthin tat reminded me of sumtin worst.. hmms well we were kinda well playin,.. reminded me of 3 "wonderful" things 1, dead fren,,, 2, "good" memmories wit MIH... 3, havin a nice lonq alone time when i was 4+ stuck in there those dreams it i just stuck in tat brain of mine! beinq locked in omq! hiashhh, after those dreams cnt even sleep wit my parents in my own room all alone..stil got "sayang"... i always say i forget all the bad stuff well i realise now i dunch forget them i hind them in my mind... today in the toilet it like all came back into my mind i was like in a livin night mare... after sobin like hell we walked up i realise whye try.. my head was startin aqain hurtin like hell! i told lemin, she helped tel teacher i dunch think the rest wil believe lurhs anyways they dunch think i m sick=.= went see docter polly clinic, wil hab to see a brain speicalist soon went home rest.. at the wher tot i lost my wallet mommy sms-ed zoey to help me take in the end, in my bag=.= l0ls at first i wanna sms dhen like freakin dizzy cnt see properly so mommy helped me sms i just gab her the number=] met hannah at night qo halleluya hahahas come home tryed callin yun linq she off-ed ph0ne kah hwee went over sea china =] =] =] hannah trainin real hard in bball beca too busy wit her frens puay fenq is tooooo busy babysittin her sis rawr! anyways meetin hannah them real soooon ya=] i am happy atleast they are ther fer me they care fer me i AM sumtin to them it makes a difference when i am ther or not there. this is whye i qo ourt wit them so much=] other frens are ther fer u and all but they wil oso leave u 0ne day... i just dun wan to be invicible is tat so difficult! Published By;RebeccaFanXinyi(:
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