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Becca Times.
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iin my la la land woooooooo hoooooooooooo
Wednesday, August 6
she is the 0ne wit mee since young i loveeee her now i loveee her tomorro i loveee her 4eve!  lalalalaaaas..................................... recently feelin kinda down..hahas..i retard ma lols hmmms..well i wanna buck up on my studies liiao... i was on phone wit becca.. we wanna transfer liiao this time i am serious. hannah nort cumin she wanan wait fer her ai ren lols.. anyways 2day in skul stuff happened... during recess zoey had to stay back wit xue le wit miss fonq. we left first nebeer wait fer zoey whne she stay back. she was unhappy wit tat..at first we tot wat happened to her dhen in the end i read her bloqq told qiao found ourt wat happened we never wait fer her... ohhs well so me and qiao said sorry.''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' after skul went ourt wit zoey qiao kiet hahas buy food yummmmmyyyyy dhen on the way home was on phone wit becca.. she habin prob wit her frens tuhhs....i realise i dunn0 hu ish my true fren hu ish nort. so wat norhhs=.= i really duno duno duno..i used to think some are.. but sadly i dunch think they think i am 0ne...soooooo toooo bad fer me! hiassshhhhhhhhh....I WISH I CAN GO BACK TO PRI SKUL SO FREE FREE OF SADNESS,FREE FROM EVERYTHING!!!!!!! i ahve decided i am going tuhs transfer!!! SERIOUS! I WAN AND WILL TRANSFER WIT BECCA:D:D anyways i changed my frenster lay outs seeeeee its nicer ifb eu see in ur com shining de  anyways tats al byeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i really dunno when i asked zoey wat happen she said get our of my side. when she said tat i dunno wat tuhs say i just left walked away.. i wun forget..she said it so easily so normally... just feel so fed up wit al this shyt! i wan it to end but i cnt make it end. i just wan it all to end..so i am thinkin even ifb i do transfer wat use wil it do i am just beinq a coward running away from my problems. i just duno wat to say wat to do..stuupid studies! i just dun get eu u understan studies! hu invented eu hu eve he is stupid oh ya he died already..rawr i mean...studies are really kiilin mee i just cnt do it i just cnt do anythin whye dun anyone understan this. hiashhhhhh.............................................................................................................................. i feeeeel so fkin damn it...chatted 0n phone wit kah hwee tuhs some one prank call me think i dunno! obvious okays! idiots i am nort entertainment i oso human okays u bored dhen prank me! hab they think how would i fel lurhs fker's.... na bei;s watts the point of me tryin change thinkof others feelin ifb they dun think of mine i was nort like this so wat in primary skul come sec skul duno whye i started like tat started out when i started callin lemin piq out of hatred..but now i noe i am wrong i try changing wats the use in the end i make ppl unahppy stil right! try try try wat use lurhhhs i wanna transfer i feeeel tat i failed i am a failure i cnt even get tat fin kimiko be united......... i cnt even cope wit the fkin studies.!!!!! i cnt even noe hu is my real treu fren!!! walao ehs i dun wan say this to anyone coz wat use hu can help hu can i trust..hu wil care.... i just cnt cheeer myself up....if i dun get send over sea i wil transfer hop they will be happier..hu am i kiidddin wat difference will there bee i there nort there..no diference to them i guess just lesser one person to coz prob's i just feel so hurt...hiashhh... sometimes they can just walk away whithought realising i am nort there.. last tym i always ask them wait fer oneanother they waited fer a period duno whye sudeenly become like last tym again no one wait for everyone....i failed.. this just show how we feel bout oneanother....i guess i am nothin.. maybe she was alwayas thinkin in her hart ;get out of my side my life my everythin maybe they al hab been thinkin tat i dunno and wil never noe i just wan al this to end some how................................... Published By;RebeccaFanXinyi(:
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